Maduduling ka sa sarap. XD

  Part of me wouldn’t dare to do it again, and well part of me would do it again. Part of me is scared and the other part is completely reckless.

What’s with the title anyway? HAHAHA! Wala lang. It was just something that Jong and I talked about last night. Sobrang laughtrip talaga! I was really bored last night after Ivan went home already. I talked to Jong through YM about random stuff. I asked him about my “problem” regarding my “shadow”. Basta, amin na yun. BWAHAHA!XD

From there, biglang napunta yung usapan tungkol sa pagiging complicated ko. WHAT? Anu kunek? Haha! Anyway, ayun nga masaya kausap si Jong. I couldn’t believe that I could actually learn something from him.

Okay so back to our convo, I asked him another question. It was the quote that I used to begin my post the other day. “If love is blind then why is lingerie so popular?”

.jong: my teacher once told me

.jong: love can never be blind because love needs to have many eyes to see…. (nakalimutan ko na eh) basta may kasunod yan pero tutoo ung sinabi niya

.jong: kaya love is not blind

Raiyne: hahhaa

Raiyne: naks

.jong: onga

Raiyne: ang lalim

Raiyne: di ko mareach

.jong: dugtungan mo na lang

.jong: im sure naman nakarelate ka kahit di kumpleto eh

Raiyne: yeah

.jong: may idea ka na nagsasabi na “oo nga noh”

.jong: db?

Raiyne: haha

Raiyne: yeah

.jong: syempre

.jong: kelangan talaga ng love ng maraming mata

Raiyne: siguro ung nagisip nung quote na un tngkol sa lingerie, walang magawa sa buhay

Raiyne: hahaha

Raiyne: hindi siguro masaya love life nya

.jong: di

.jong: effective nga eh u know y?

Raiyne: why?

.jong: tingnan mo srili mo ngaun “nagiisip” ka

.jong: “it caught your attention”

.jong: galing noh?

Raiyne: ou nga no

Raiyne: woooooooow

Raiyne: Jong, i never knew you could be “deep”

Raiyne: I’m impressed.

Raiyne: haha

.jong: ganun talaga dapat pagadvertising tapos magiisip ka ng mga phrases dapat “catchy”

Raiyne: naks

.jong: haha

.jong: galing noh?

.jong: napaisip ka

Raiyne: galing nga eh

Raiyne: haha

.jong: mahalaga marami ka alam sa buhay kahit papanu

.jong: hehe

Raiyne: true

.jong: parang eto catchy din

.jong: MADUDULING KA SA SARAP

.jong: ung mga ganyan

.jong: kulit

Raiyne: hahahaha

Raiyne: nice one

Raiyne: naaliw ako dun ah

So, ayun. Nakakaaliw siyang kausap. Buti na lang may mga common friends na din kami ni Ivan. Hindi yung puro kaibigan ko lang mga kilala nya. Haha.

And again, MADUDULING KA SA SARAP! :))

What happened today? Well, I TRIED to be early today for our band rehearsals. Unfortunately, I was late by 5 minutes. Sabi kasi ni Sir, 1:00PM SHARP! Haha. Pero okay lang, hindi naman ako pinagalitan.

We joined the seniors at the gym kanina. It was a general rehearsal daw although it didn’t seem like one to me. Haha. Grabe, ang dami nila! They were like 300++ students! After playing the 20^th Century Fox, Conte Partiro, and Pomps, I felt like my head was about to explode! NAKAKAPAGOD, SUPER!D: May kasama pang Anthem at Hymn. Sumakit ng todo yung arm at kamay ko sa kakahawak ng trombone, hindi lang sa pagtugtog. Ang bigat kaya nun. D:

God, I’m so tired. This Saturday, don’t forget to bring water, towels, food, painkiller and headache medicine… at magdala ng kanya kanyang OXYGEN TANK! My goodness.

Good luck nalang talaga sa Sabado. Ipagdadasal ko tayong lahat. :))

I hope the free food that they’ll be giving us is good. Dati daw spaghetti eh. Kuripot talaga. HAHAHA! Sana ngayon iba naman.

[UPDATE:]

10:23PM.

I was talking to Sir Ton a while a ago. Lately, I’ve grown really close to him. We always talk about random, funny stuff. Yeah, we always have a share of laughs pero kanina, I really got all sentimental on him. I’ve noticed that I’ve become really mushy mushy all of a sudden. I don’t know why. We talk about a lot of stuff, varying from different topics or just plain nonsense. I really appreciate having Sir Ton as our band teacher. He’s really fun to be with, and he’s really good at what he does. Sa mga past experiences niya, tinuturuan niya kami kung ano dapat naming gawin. Hindi lang yung tipong, kailangan namin tugtugin ‘to ng ganito or ganyan. He always teaches us different lessons na talaga namang mapapa-reflect ka. Like kanina nga, I learned that I wasn’t the same person as I was before but in a good way, of course. When I got used to the whole “harsh and brutal” training sa varsity, I never really thought of how beautiful life really is. Nakafocus lang ako madalas sa mga responsibilities ko, sa mga pamamaraan ng pamumuhay na tinuro ni Sir Gilbert noon.

“Live by discipline.”

That’s what he said before. So, ako naman, sumunod nga ako. SOBRA naman. Yung tipong hindi ko na naiisip masyado yung mga “fun” moments ng buhay ko. Pinagdidiinan ko na lang palagi yung mga pagkakamali ko, mga “mali” sa sarili ko.

Ever since i joined the chamberwinds, I stopped living a fast-paced life. I learned to appreciate life a little more. I could finally see how beautiful life is. (Kahit na malabo mata ko. Haha. You know what I mean. ;)) Through music, I’ve experienced staring blankly into space and actually smile for no apparent reason. Sabi ni Sir, mag-ingat daw ako. Baka maglevel up nanaman ako at tuluyan nang mabaliw. Haha.

Life really is beautiful, once you look at it from a different point of view.

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I smiled… just because.